Thursday, September 15, 2005

LSS Today

Don't have anything new to post, except that I feel my dad would have to retire soon due to his recurrent back pain. I don't want to think about the possible consequences...I pray that God will lead us the way.

Meanwhile, this is my Last Song Syndrome for the day. We'll be singing it on the 3oth, part of our repertoire, and one of our musical director's favorite song. I'm singing it....

If I loved you
Time and again I would try to say
All I want you to know
If I loved you
Words wouldn't come in an easy way
Round in circles I'd go

Longing to tell you but afraid and shy
I'd let my golden chances pass me by

Soon you'd leave me
Off you would go in the mist of day
Never, never to know
How I loved you...
If I loved you...

That's exactly how I feel. I desperately want to tell someone of my feelings, except that I am not so sure WHAT I am feeling. Knowing me, it's just some unexplainable need to have someone to think of, that will make me "kilig". My feelings are so volatile. I am not even sure it's to HIM I want to say my UNSURE feelings! Right now, I have (hmmmm) 3 guys on my mind. Eenie, meenie, miny moe...

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