Agony

I woke up feeling lonely
And the quiet frightens me
It is as if you never existed
Never came to be...

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I'll leave you to your solitude
To grieve the death of your self
I cannot save you
Now that I know I can't redeem my own

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I will not blame you
It was my own knife that stabbed my heartI
had thought it would not pierce through
I had thought it made of stone