Wednesday, July 11, 2007

The boat is sinking

Arggg! I am near suffering a serious emotional breakdown, just having to think about whatever's happening to him.

First off, he's on his way to his home province, after visiting a relative somewhere in Mindanao. It ticked me off, that he could so easily put me on hold. Then today, he asks me to call him, it's an emergency. His ferry stopped in the middle of nowhere enroute to sonewhere far away...What am I suppose to do? What did he expect me to do?

I'm beginning to wonder about all of this...is he playing me for a fool? Playing on my weakness? He knows I can't turn my back on anybody...

Hay. I'm tired. I want to go to bed and wake up and not remember this day.

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